akharin yad dashte an divane…

8 maho 2 ruze pish, 9 ordibehesht, nazdike sa@ 7 asr, dame ghoroob bud, raftam behesh goftam dooset daram, dusesh dashtam, kheyli vaght bud ke mikhastam behesh begam, ba kolli film raftam behesh goftam, amirhossein bud, ruzbeh ya amir tootzariam budan, hamin sara bagherio maryam ahmadinejadam budan, vaisadan sare kooche…

midunin be ki raftam goftam?! be hamuni ke dafe avvali ke bahash chat kardam, faghat bahash davao fosho fosh kari kardam! hamuni ke dusteshasre hamun ruze 1shanbe, tu kuche zad tu gusham ke chera behesh goftam lez!

be hamuni ke behesh goftin jende, hamin sara bagheri ke alan labkhand mizane ke hamechi tamum shod, hamin sara bagheriei ke rafte bud telephone mano ba ab khordan tarif karde bud, hamin sara bagheriei ke kolli bahash birun bud, mese kheyliaye dg in harfo zad…

khoob yadame un ruzaro, mage migzasht?!

be moalleme shervin, chan ruz pisha goftam: man dashtam ba shoma tu ye khune zendegi mikardam, tu baghce umadam ye derakht vase khodam kashtam, shoma az un derakht khoshetun nemiyumad, harvagh man khune nabudam ye lagadi be derakht zadin, harkiam az derakht badesh miumad jam kardin kenaretun, vali yek bar nashod biayn mese mard, tabar begirin dastetun, berin tarafesh, ta manam barersh daram, beram yev khuneye dg zendegi konam, goft man khastam behet begam, to vainasadi harf bezani, nagoftam behesh chera vainmeisadam, vali goftam derakht male man bud, shoma bayad ghabulesh mikardin…

be har hal, man goftamo 8 mah har kari kardin pash vaisadam, paye hameye harfatun vaisadam, hamun hafte tu ordibehesht, behtarin duste un mogham, behem ye tabrike asasi goft: » khob in ye sal bishtar tool nemikeshe, chon in kasi nist ke ye sal bishtar ba kasi bemune!»

khob shenidane in harf, az behtarin dustet, unam tu hamun 2, 3 ruze avval, vaziate baghiaro kamelan moshakhas mikard! kamelan entezar miraft hichkas az in kar khoshesh nayad, vali rastesho begam, un moghe nmeidunestam adama vaghti az ye chizi khoshesh nemiad, say mikonan hazfesh konan,age midunestam ye karish mikardam..

emruz nayumadam az shervin ya tavakol ya farimehr ya kase dgei gele konam, hoseleye dava am nadaram, hoseleye khodamam nadaram…

emruz hatta nayumadam begam sherrvin, to be che madraki un messagearo zadi?! mikhay az in varam madrak ru konim?! hatta nmeikham beporsam olympiad nakhundane man taghsire shervino farimehro tavakole ya taghsire maral?!

are man dg olympiad nakhundam, nemidunam chera vaghean, vali khaste shodam, harchi negah kardam man na babolhavaji budam na amirhossein, na hamed asadi, man khodam budam, hamuni ke hichvaght natunest tu baghie zendegi kone…

are, man bazam olympiad mikhunam, mikhunam, na vase khodam, na vase tala, na vaseynke sabet konam zendam, fagaht baraye inke yadetun biad man ki budam, baraye inke bebinin un ruzaei ke komak mikhastam, ki pisham bud!

man dg na ba tavakol kari daram, na ba yek dune az bacheha, bachehaei ke ba ham dust budan, salha! ta vaghti man dabirestan inja ghabul shodamo hameye un chizaei ke midunin piush umad…

mage chand ruz dg mikhayn zendegi konin?! mage chand ruz dg munde ta in dabirestani ke migftan behtarin ruzaye omrete begzare?! berin lezzat bebarin azash, farda zendegitun mishe sex, hadeaghal az in chan ruze salemesh lezzat bebarin

ye chiziam yadetun bashe.. tu 2nya na dustiei hast, na marefati, na dusti, ino mani migam ke dg az man dust dar tar kasi nabud, ta mituni ja kesh basho namard, yadetam bashe, harchand hanuz iman darm ke age dusti nist, eshgh hast, age mikhay farda vase khodet kasi beshi, be hich dusti etemad nakon, valla mishi mesle man…

ashegh… harvaght ashegh shodi, inghadr rahat az kenare in chiza migzari ke dobare, miri olympiadio mikhuni ke in dafe khundanesh vasat mishe jelo ye zamani dustan vaisadan,inghadr sade az kenare in chiza migzari ke taze mifahmi chera shamloo mige » eshgh khatere’ist dar entezare hodooso tajaddode neshaste»

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PASHM!!!

Parsal ye bar Faraji jelo hame bacheha bargasht behem goft to mano gerefti pashm! nmeidunestam ehsase pashm budan chie, vali alan midunam, alan daram mibinam ke vaisadam ye goosheiyo harki har kari delesh mikhad mikone, ehsasam rajebe khodam, na mese pashm, meseye divare kharabeiye ke az rush rad mishan, bacheha lagadesh mizanan, bazi vaghta am rush jish mikonan…

shervin, ba in message akharash, sabet kard shagerde kie, vali man na fahimo iraniam, na mikham shagerde un basham, na blog pak mikonam, na message, na chizi yadam mire, na chizi be esme dusti baram inghadr arzesh dare ke be khateresh bekham pak konam!
1000 dafe am tu in bloga gofte budam, man hichvaght surat masale pak nemikonam…

man davakare fiziki nistam, pashmam nistam, age harfi darin, harki, biayn bezanin, defa konin azash!

shervin chera message?! pishe ki mitarsi kasi kharab she?! dg chi munde ke kasi nadune?! dg che hormati munde ke az tu ma 6 nafar nabayad birun bere?!

dg az in ke be man message bezani, ta un akharin akharin kalamat, unknown, say koni maralo pishe man kharab koni, chi balatar hast?!

baram mohem nist ke baghie bian be in bachebazia bekhandan.

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pasokhnameh(2)

bad az iinke farmayeshate shervin, solhi ro ke be khatere khial pardaziaye man, dasht az bein mirafto bargardund, hame ba ham roo boosi kardano ashti kardan, manam rosva shodam, ba in vojood, ba in vojood, shervin rasme dustio rayat kardo vase man rahe tobe gozasht, hatta aida umad be man goft bia ta dir nashode bioa ye jurio mastmalish kon

vali dg dir shode, gonahe man kheyli sangintar az in harfast…

dg jaei vase bargashtan nist!

koja bargardam?!

dg na olampiadi munde, na konkuri, na masalan dusti, na ye jesme salemi, na ye adame salemi, na ye fekri,faghat yeki munde ke unam nmeizaram azam begirinesh, taze vase unam lazem nist bargardam, kheyli zudtar az uni ke fek konin, raftam…

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pasokhnameh (1)

in ghaziyeye aida & sara & shervin, harchi nadasht, hadeaghal hame didano fahmidan man cheghadr adame badi hastam, asan az un mohemtar… cheghadr jakesham… bardashtam tu zehne khodam beine sara & aida ye kalkal doros kardam, bad in kalkalaro edame dadam, goftam az avval ina sare shervin ba ham laj be lajan, bad tu zehnam masalan aida bargasht rajebe sara goft: in asan dar un had nist & sara be aida goft pedarbozorg & goft madarbozorgamo dust dashte bash…

bad man umadam in chizio ke kheyli vaghte tu zehne khodam dorostesh kardam & vojoode khareji nadararo elane omumi kardam, bar asasesh tasmim gereftam, dasht dardesaram dorost mikard, ke bayanate shervin, ke neshan az derayato hooshe bimanandesh bud, moshte mohkami be dahane man zad, va nagozasht man in mohebbate beine dustano ba ye majaraye khiali az bein bebaram; in matne farmayeshate ishan dar tarikhe 4shanbe 6 dey:

«to yeki man guide mikonam dashte bash hala…
de akhe…
bache ke zadan nadare boro be hamun dustet u…
vel kon …
kheili bacheiii….

aghaye mazlum … hala hagh daram…
(ke hich kas ta alan..)
are…
uhumm…bashe…
;= «

harchand ke man yadam nmeiad kasi munde bashe ke mano naguide bashe

harchand ke man nmeifahmam age bache zadan nadare, pas chetorie ke guidan dare

harchand ke man kheyli vaghte ba hamun dustam boridam

harchand ke man kheyli vaghte vel kardam

harchand ke asan nizai nist be man began bache, ke age bache nabudam, in vazam nabud

harchand ke man hichvaght eddeaye mazlumiat nakardam

harchand ke hame midunan shervin hagh dare, hagh dare ke jelo cheshe man mige barf bezanin, hagh dare ke bad az in hame masalan dusti, fizuo be esme man tamum mikone o bad jelo khodam miad vase baghie am ba eftekhar tarifesh mikone

harchand ke =; doroste

vali bazam sokhanane tekan dahandeye shervin, solho be mantaghe bargardund, ye vaghtaei fek mikonam age amsale shervin nabudan, amsale man 2nya ro nabud mikardan, ba in rezalathashoon…

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